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Hatrack & Fitz

Live at The Colonial Inn, in Concord Center

Every First & Third Saturday: 7:30-10:00

Fitz & Hatrack

The Sanctuary, in Maynard MA

Every First Wednesday, 5:30-7:30

 

 

An American treasure of folk songs, stories & contagious charm

~Doris Kearns Goodwin
American Historian

Poet, Essayist, Songwriter & Folksinger

War Don't Mean Nothing

I harbor no love or admiration for Ayatollah Ali Khamenei.  I am disgusted by his indiscriminate orders to kill thousands of protesters and his ongoing support of various militia groups and proxies bent on doing us harm. If this were a one-off operation against a man who swears “death to America,” I might have spent my day doing schoolwork, coaching my wrestling team, fixing the chicken coop, and satisfied that the word is blessed by one less bad guy–but I found myself unnerved by the sheer depth and breadth of an attack ordered by a single fallible man. He may well know more than me or you or all of us–and he should– yet still, all I could think of were the people caught in the crossfire, or stuck in some targeted space, or simply trying to protect their families from bombs and missiles they could not escape.

I wonder if there was another way; I wonder what bombs missed their targets; I wonder how many truly innocent daughters, sons, wives, husbands and neighbors were lost in the first salvos of our wrath. I wonder how many sailers, pilots and soldiers we are willing to sacrifice in our haste for an ill-explained war.

I wonder if I am wrong? Maybe the oppressed of Iran will take to the streets and wrest a newfound control of their destinies. Maybe they won’t or can’t. Maybe they are just pawns in some geopolitical game rigged in our favor. Our elected leaders should never or ever gamble for a war without earning some semblance of trust from the citizens–the “we” that makes us America.

I and we are safely a half a world away. I don’t really know what to do, except what I know how to do, so I add one more song, “War Don’t Mean Nothing,” to the catalogue of songs created before me by folks who, no doubt, did it better than me.

Thanks for listening–and thanks to Hatrack who stopped by to help me out.

Share if you agree…

Much appreciated,

~John Fitz

‘War Don’t Mean Nothing’

War don’t mean nothing
When you ain’t sure why you go,
Or why your pissed at so and so,
But your country seems to know…

And war don’t mean nothing
When the killed have all been piled;
When your buddy’s nervous smile
Is all covered up in bile…

And war don’t mean nothing
When the bombs fall from planes;
When the missiles fall like rain
And blood swirls down the drains…

And war don’t mean nothing
When you sit and watch the news;
When you know it’s really true,
But you don’t know what to do…

And war don’t mean nothing
When the rich outweigh the poor;
When the flag hung by your door
Don’t mean much anymore…

And war don’t mean nothing
When kids get in the way;
When there’s no place left to play,
And you fire anyway…

Forty Years Republican

I’m an ordinary American.
I grew up blue in the promised land—
Two tours in Vietnam,
Then forty years Republican.

I worked the mills just outside town.
They paid enough to keep me around;
Drinking every night with the same old clowns
Until Alisha came, and she calmed me down.

Me and Alisha, we had a good life;
Most of the kids turned out alright.
Our youngest Allie, full of spit and fight,
Went to the Lord on a summer night.

I’ve done some good and I’ve done some wrong;
I wake up nights fighting Viet Cong.
I cry sometimes since Alisha’s gone,
I dream she’s holding me in her arms.

I’m an ordinary American.
I grew up blue in the promised land—
Two tours in Vietnam,
Then forty years Republican.

I still drive my old Ram pickup truck.
I sold the house because my pension sucks.
I buy scratch tickets when I’m out of luck.
But when I saw the news, I screamed, “What the fuck?”…
I’m still an ordinary American—
No longer Republican.
I can’t sit down when I need to stand
When government squads kill an innocent man—

And a mother in her car trying to drive away
From a masked iceman on a frozen day—
Pumping bullets in her face just to make her pay
For speaking her voice the American way.

We are ordinary Americans
On a Minnesota street in a messed-up land—
Thousands marching hand in hand
Bringing us back our promised land.

Wake up, America. Heed the call;
Ice ain’t shooting no musket balls.
Stand up strong and stand up tall—
Bring back America to one and all.

I’m an ordinary American.
I grew up blue in the promised land—
Two tours in Vietnam,
Then forty years Republican.

Now I’m fighting  in another war,
But now I know what I’m fighting for….

Recordings over the years—almost vintage by now…

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The Plowman’s Road

Some recent songs with just me, my guitar and an old tube mic…

Fitz’s Essays, Rambles & Reflections

Fitz’s Poetry

Thanksgiving: Bikes for Sale: $2.00

This rambling batch of poems is dedicated to the small, old mill town of Maynard, Massachusetts, the funky and accepting town where doors are bigger than houses; where friends are at every corner and cantina, which is our home. And where most of these poems were born.

And to Windsor Mountain Summer Camp, the enchanted grove in the tangled woods of rural New Hampshire—which is our other home, our other place and our true world community built out of tolerance, truth and joy.

And, as always, to my wife Denise, our seven kids, and the unending dream of our lives in the red house with all the bikes.

And to you, whomever you are…

Thanks for reading.

~Fitz

Remember the Time

This diaspora of rambles, reflections, stories and essays is my way of keeping what I remember—or at least what I need to remember. Musketaquid is the native name for the Concord River. Someone once told me that it meant “slow moving river.” It seemed like a fine and apt name to me, so much so that it didn’t bother me to discover the actual translation is “grass grown river.” The fields are now all wooded over—a bramble of Hawthorne and Swamp Maple hiding almost every view; but it still a slow moving river—and always will be. Even the Nipmuck’s and Pennacook’s would have to agree with that.

These words are what I have to add to the rivers. They are the rivulets and streams of my experience becoming a smaller part of the Musketaquid, which, hopefully, flows into the Merrimac and thence to some greater sea of understanding and insight. They are the good, the bad, and the ugly drafts of my life scattered with the randomness of the winds and tides that have driven me and carried me to so many shores—and have always brought me home—

Home to these rivers—these beautiful, beautiful rivers…

Crows & Swallows

Promises.

This small book of poems started with a promise to myself back in the spring of 2017 to simply and stubbornly make the time to write fifty poems before the sweep of fall took the time from me. As with most poets, I made more chips than I did firewood, but some bolts survived to stack and save for this small and wispy fire.

These are those poems. No doubt, it seems I stole the style and spirit of poetry from Emily Dickinson, for I am seldom without some influence guiding the shape of my words. Her garret window is my back porch, but our worlds are much the same, centered on family, friends and whatever vistas the head and heart may hold. It would be grace if even one of my poems holds the power of any one of her’s.

As I write this, the leaves are stripping away from the warm cloak of summer, and these poems are now as bare and weathered as they will be.

And no longer my own, but yours.

Balladmonger: Original Songs & Ballads

These songs of mine, forgettable as they may be, are my answer to a mystical beckoning of duty I can’t seem to shake from my earthly coil. I don’t write songs with any purpose except to make another notch in the walking stick of remembered time. I write songs because I can’t comprehend a life without song—without stories that make substance of what would otherwise be fleeting thoughts lost to the diaspora of duty, obligation and common toil. I sing songs because my battered guitar and croaky voice is proof that I am still alive. I keep singing and I keep writing, if only to stay alive and to know I am not a dream.

My songs and ballads are not yet ancient, and they may soon be lost, for I know too well the weaknesses of my craft. I can’t undo the limitations of who I was or who I am.But my race is not run. I have other tales to tell.

For now, these are my stories hammered into songs, kicked like stones down an old New England road winding to the sea.

Pick some of them up and throw them as far as you can.

Three Rivers Anthology: Collected Poems

“The Three Rivers Anthology” is a compilation of my three books of poetry: “Raccoon,” “Thanksgiving” and “Crows and Swallows.” The three rivers of my life flow through my old hometown of Concord, the Sudbury, Concord and Assabet rivers. They meet together at Egg Rock, an ancient and sacred native place just upstream from The Old North Bridge. My blessings are too many to shape into words. It is hard to comprehend my joy.

These words, for better or worse, are my offering.

Raccoon: The Cabin Poems

I penned (literally) this first small book of poems, interspersed with restless wanderings, while living alone for close to ten years in a small cabin in the woods of Carlisle, Massachusetts, near the shores of the Concord River. I published 100 copies of Raccoon (all I could afford) back in the early nineties, and I sold them pretty quickly, not due to merit, but mostly to friends kind enough to indulge my unkempt experiments with words.

No doubt, the larger world of poetry has pretty much ignored my efforts—as I have their world, so I do deeply appreciate any of you who takes the time to share in this old and blessed sojourn in the woods of mine—albeit in a new and more modern format.

Though the years have moved by quickly and happily, I still find myself reliving my days and nights in the cabin, trundling to the outhouse, waiting for the spring to thaw my sink, and dipping my pen in an old inkwell if only to see what happens.

This is what happened…

 Fires in The Belly

A masterful weaver of songs whose deep, resonant voice rivals the best of his genre. 

~Spirit of Change Magazine

Foreward

When I first met John Fitzsimmons in 1989, I thought the Old Man of the Mountains had shaved off his beard, picked up a guitar, and was trying his luck as a folksinger. He was a bit late, covered with small pieces of dirt, and apologized tersely for his condition, saying he’d just finished building a stone wall for a neighbor. He shook my hand and I knew he wasn’t lying, but I wondered what kind of a man prepared for a recording session by handling rough boulders. Several hours, and now several years later, Fitzy still makes me wonder, but I find I’m more often amazed than amused.His songs seem to come from deep within the New England earth. Sometimes burning with fire and rage, sometimes warm and gentle, but always honest and clear. In a voice that’s equal parts granite and brandy, John etches unsentimental portraits of real people facing life’s struggles and joys the only way they know how. Sometimes the characters manage to find some distant light, but it’s the journey, not the journey’s end, that’s important to John.

What makes this disparate collection believable is the road traveled by the writer. Over the past twenty years John has worked as a sailor, farmhand, logger, woodcarver, musician, storyteller, teacher, wrestling coach, and other jobs he refuses to talk about. For the past twelve years he’s held forth every Thursday night in the back tavern of the Colonial Inn in Concord, (once home to Henry David Thoreau’s family) and the place to go if you want to meet some real swamp Yankees, people who lived in these towns before the yuppie exodus made them suburbs. You’re sure to find these folks there: listening to the music, singing along, sucking down brews, and giving Fitzy a playfully hard time.

The other “voice” on this recording is the inspired production and musicianship of Seth Connelly, who plays far too many instruments far too well for a mere mortal. Seth has worked with John Gorka, Catie Curtis, Ellis Paul, Geoff Bartley and others: and when John hooked up with him a couple of years ago, these songs took on new colors and dimensions. they both share a complete trust in each others vision, as well as a friendship as strong as the songs they’ve created.

So I want you to listen to this friend of mine, John Fitzsimmons. His songs give voice to things we all can hear. Put this on, sit back, and hear for yourself…

Eric Kilburn
12/28/95

Campfire

The Greatest Camp Songs of All Time

2003: Best Childrens Album of the Year
~Boston Parents Paper

The Salty Dawgs

Dawghouse: A Salty Dawgs Hootenanny 

The New England Laureate of Pub Music

~Globe Magazine

Livestream Concerts

Beneath the friendly charisma is the heart of a purist 
gently leading us from the songs of our lives 
to the timeless traditional songs he knows so well. 

~Globe Magazine

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